Sometimes. Life turns you upside down.
Oh?~! What have I been up to the last 2 weeks? I mean.. YEARS?
I found my blog today. I read the posts and it was a whirlwind of emotions. A lot had happened in 2 years. A lot of changes, good and bad.
Today I went to counseling and Mr. Counselor always makes me feel better. That's why I pay him the big bucks! He had me lay on the couch and close my eyes, like they do in the movies... somehow it helps... I don't know why.
Today we talked about the big "D". I don't want to get into every last detail of my divorce, but I will say this.
Divorce sucks.
IT really does. Mr. D is ugly. There is a reason that every person you ask can recite the day they got married, the day influential people in their life died, the day they had their children, and the day THEY GOT DIVORCED. Because it's a life changing experience. It molds you into a different person and changes your life.
I am a different person now than I was 2 years ago in a lot of ways. I've surrendered to the fact that I don't have any answers to this so called life. I don't have many opinions on too many things. I have been stripped of my pride and pretty much everything else. I still pretty much struggle everyday... and I am not any better than anybody else or do I want to be.
This blog is a place where I share REAL life and my not so dynamic life with all of you... Every day things make me laugh, make me cry, and make me realize that this thing called life is always bound to be turned upside down.
more later... and a V-log to come soon... introducing you, to.... my ROOMIE, and the dynamic life of 2 mothers. a load of children. home projects.... and a lot of laughter.
